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Phan - Can You Hear Me?Title: Phan - Can You Hear Me?
Author: Macy ^-^
Genre: angst what else I can't write anything but angst ok fuck you
rating: PG
Warning: suicidal thoughts... (?)

~Dan's POV~

I had always admired him. His youtube channel was one of the only things that ever gave me any joy nowadays. I seem to have lost the sight of any light recently. I say recently, as if "the good ol' days" were just a few months ago. No, I hadn't been happy, with actual inner joy that lasted, since years ago. It started when I was twelve. How fucked up is that? Twelve years of age, already wishing I could die. Nearly everyday has been a struggle since then; a struggle
Phan: Weakness*Phil*

It was just another mundane Saturday. I'd already finished filming and editing the new video which was due to be uploaded the next day, which left the rest of my day completely empty. I decided to turn on the TV, but ended up flicking through channel after channel and not concentrating on any of the programmes. I turned the TV off again, sat down on the sofa and slipped into a daydream. It was, of course, about me and Dan. Dan, who'd I'd fallen instantly in love with the day I met him, who I'd pressured into getting a YouTube channel, who I'd moved into a flat in Manchester with. Dan was the only  person I could ever imagine
Morning's -Phan-Title: Morning's
Rating: 13
Author: Erinrocks122

-Third person POV-

"Daniel…"

Soft mummer's came from below Dan's body, as Phil's black hair popped out from underneath the body and blue-green patterned blankets. "Dan, you're suffocating me… I don't want to die of suffocating thank you very much."

The body on top of him shifted, as brown eyes squinted open, before hugging Phil – not moving. "Shush… Sleep… Need… five more minutes' mother…"

Phil laughed to himself, before squirming below the younger man. A large smile pried onto his face as he lifted his pale lips towards a tanned ear. "Well then, no se
Phan - Sick.
For the last week Dan had been feeling sick. First it was just his stomach, but ever since he woke up that morning he didn't feel good whatssoever. It had been a week since he saw his doctor, who gave him some Flucoxacillin and sent him home. It had been half a week since he started taking the pills, Dan has always hated swallowing pills so he just ate some biscuits so he could swallow his medication.

Now Dan was sitting on his bed in his University dorm still feeling terrible, He groaned, he didn't want to bother Phil, but he really didn't want to be alone. Phil was at the apartment; probably doing a video, playing a video game or browsing
The Raven (Phan)Title: The Raven
Author: Lureny (:
Genre: Fluffy in the beginning, sad at the end, sooo SadFluff? IDK
Pairing: Phan
Rating: PG
Warinng: M/M kissing d:
A/N: Features DanxPhil=boyxboy, so if you don't like it, click the 'x' at the top left/right corner of your screen, please! THANK YOU, DFTBA! I hope you like it.
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The raven sat, perched at the top of the building. He looked out at the gray morning sky and spread his wings wide, although not yet ready to take flight again. The cool fall air ruffled his feathers a bit, and he opened his beak wide, and stood on one foot for a momen
.:Runaway:. PhanTitle: Runaway *PHAN*
Pairing: PHAN (Amazingphil and Danisnotonfire on youtube)
Rating: 14+ *Warning – strong language*
Description:  It took him by surprise, and before he could respond to what was happening, Emotions took over.

-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-

-Third person-

The world seemed to spin around him, everything heading in slow motion as he zoned out into the floor below his feet.

Phil played with his hands, his black fringe falling in front of his eyes as he spoke with the most sincerity. His form slowly slumped down in the chair he sat in, ignoring the people around him.

Dan, sat there, listening – yet dead to the world. His ey
Phan: Breath(Phil's POV)
Phil banged his head on his desk Dan had been gone for over two hours he said he would be right back. He shifted uncomfortably in his seat at the sickening feeling Dan was in trouble. He shouldn't call Dan he couldn't call Dan he would just think that I was being paranoid. However he just couldn't do nothing knowing his best friend may be hurt. Maybe some television may help to take his mind off the matter reaching for the remote he flicked on the television. The news was on he hated the news the stories were so boring and a bit scary sometimes. But this time he didn't right away turn channels like usual. A story caught his atte
Phan: Kiss It All Better Part21Looking at his best friend hooked up to life support machines hurt Phil more than anything ever could. Slowly, the older man made his way to the bedside of the brunette. Dan's eyes were closed and he was breathing slowly and deeply, his face was so soft and even in his last few moments he looked angelic and beautiful. "I'm here." Phil spoke quietly as his eyes began to fill with tears. Dan reached out and grabbed Phil's hand. "I love you." He whispered hoarsely and he opened his eyes to look at Phil. "I love you so much and I always have."
Tears began to fall from Phil's eyes as he gently squeezed Dan's hand. "I love you too. But I guess it'
Phan - Everything's Gonna Be FineThe tears stung Phil's face, it was just his luck that the one thing he thought would work right now was being thrown back in his face. Dan was sat on the sofa with his head in his hands, his dark hair covering all emotion from Phil's blurry gaze.
He was standing in front of Dan waiting for the answer he wanted so badly. He didn't know what to do. How could this be happening again?
"Well…?" was the only word he was able to get out before he choked up again.
Dan flinched, he felt fucking horrible for Phil crying like this and wished he could right the wrong that had been done, but he couldn't. Not this time anyway. The only thing he c
Barefoot in the Sand - Phan"Hold my hand, stupid whore!" Dan grabbed at Phil's curled up fist, desperately trying to prize his fingers apart in order to hold them. Phil gasped at the name and pouted, crossing his arms.
"Not after what you called me." He huffed, his pace quickening. Dan fell into step beside him, the hot sand nipping at his bare feet.
"Come on, baby. You know I didn't mean it." Phil snaked an arm around Phil's waist and kissed his cheek.
"You can hold my hand..." Phil started and Dan's face lit up. "If you can catch me!" and with that, Phil set off across the golden-white stretch, giggling. Dan skipped after him, laughing. He was just glad Phil wasn't in an actual mood with him.
"Run baby, run!" Phil yelled over his shoulder.
"Don't ever look back!" Dan continued the lyric, closing in on Phil. He made one final lunge, wrapping his arms tightly around Phil's waist, knocking him to the ground. Phil squealed and tried to wriggle away, but Dan held him fast, draping a leg over his torso.
"I caught yo
Can't.Title: Can't
Author: Savvy(NevermindTheTruth, thisisarobot)
Genre: Angst/romance
Rating: PG13
Warnings: Cutting.

Dan stood in the bathroom, staring down at his scarred arms. He deserved these scars. There was nothing anyone could say or do to make him think otherwise. He picked up the blade from the counter, looking at it for a moment, and dragging it across his skin. He didn't like the feel of it, but knew he deserved it all. He clenched his teeth to stop himself from making any noise. Phil was in the other room. He didn't want to disturb him. Phil realized that Dan had been in the bathroom for quite a while. He stood and walked to the
Tell me what I'm thinking - PhanTitle - Tell me what I'm thinking
Author - missgeeholly
Genre - General Fictionlol
Rating -PG
A/N - Okay, so I had no idea what to class Phil's job as so I asked my friend and she said psychologist or psychiatrist. So I went with the latter. Anyway, I'm slowly ploughing through my massive list of ideas in my head.
Dan sat alone at the bar on a Saturday night, as usual. He sighed and gulped down another mouthful of Malibu that was sat in front of him. He looked around, there were groups of people everywhere, laughing, having fun. There were couples, too. All close and intimate in the cosy little booths. Dan snarled and thumped his fist on the counter top. No-one was looking at him... or so he thought. In fact, ever since he walked in, a young, black-haired man had been analysing his every move and when he'd finally plucked up the courage to talk to this moody boy, he slowly made his way over. He sat on one of the free stools beside Dan and smiled at him. Dan returned the smile with a go
While EditingTitle: While Editing
Author: TeamGB
Pairing: Phan
Genre: fluff
Warnings: none
Age Rating: PG

"Finally." I sighed, closing my laptop. It was 10:30pm and I'd just finished editing and uploading our latest superamazingproject video.

Phil has had a busy day. He got up at 4:00am to go to London and only got back about 2 hours ago. The result of this left him asleep on my lap while editing. I don't mind, he looks really cute when he's sleeping, but I'm getting tired now and I don't want to disturb him.

"Dan." Phil muttered, I think he's still asleep. I looked down at him and started stroking his beautiful soft hair.
Aww! He dreams about me
Phan - YouTitle: You
Author: groovybluellamas
Genre:Romance
Rating: PG
Warnings: THERE IS LOTS OF RUNNING, IF YOU DON'T LIKE RUNNING, DON'T READ. (swearing on my behalf)
Author's Note: this is shit lolz

I looked up at the massive block of apartments, my vision obscured by the heavy rain, running towards it as fast as I could. I needed to keep running. I shoved past people, running faster and faster, across roads and over to the doors. I went in, looking at the elevator. Broken, again. I took the stairs, taking them 3 steps at a time. Come on, I chanted to myself. Running, running, running… I was finally at the top floor and completely out of
Phan - You're Ruining the CarpetTitle: Phan - You're Ruining the Carpet
Author: TheTallBlondeOne
Genre: slightly gory/fluffy? weird mix there xD
Rating: T
Warnings: if you don't like the thought of blood then...yeah, no deaths or anything that bad though ^^ based on Dan's vyou answer http://vyou.com/danisnotonfire/1832510/What-is-your-best-scar-story

Phil moved his hand to brush over Dan's, hearing him chuckle before holding it properly. The sun had been beating down onto the trampoline the two boys were lying on all day and they still had no intention of moving. Dan sighed as he squeezed the older boys hand in his, Phil was staying at Dan's house with his family for t
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Phan - We Got Lost in WinterTitle: Phan - We Got Lost in Winter
Author: Macy
Genre: i don't even know angst-ish fluff fuck you
rating: PG idk
Warning: none i guess um

Dan's POV.

I'm lost.
The snow is falling down from the heavens.
Everything is a blur.
I drink
and drink
and drink
and drink.
Just to feel something.
I'm lost in winter, and can't find my way out.

I yell and scream and fight and cry. But he still forgives me in the morning. I think it's because he knows that's not the real me. The yelling isn't true. I'm lost, like I said.

It began whenever it got cold outside. I became sad. Actually, no. Depressed is more like it. Sadness has a reason.
Phan - Today Means Nothing Because You're Gone.Title: Phan - Today Means Nothing Because You're Gone.
Author: Macy
Genre: angst fuck off
rating: PG idk
Warning: cussing uh

~Phil's POV~

"Dan, I love you. But I mean it's totally fine if you don't love me back because I understand that most people don't really like me and I get it if you want to go back to just being friends and yeah I'm stupid and I never should have said anything about this I'm sorry." My palms were sweating and my voice was shaking. Dan was staring at me, completely in shock.

Dan had gotten kicked out of his house two years ago and had been living with me on and off since then. He had been living with his aunt aft
rambles,There is nothing to write.
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I keep smelling the smoke of cigarettes from my brother's room on all of my possessions.
There is still nothing to write.
Stupid thoughts keep coming back from the outskirts of my mind.
I can't write.
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No opinions that matter enough to put out there.
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Phan - I'll Cover YouTitle: Phan - I'll Cover You
Author: Macy ^-^
Genre: fluff oh mY GOSH IT'S FLUFF MACY WROTE FLUFF AND NOT ANGST WOW
rating: freakin G I don't know
Warning: nothing

~Phil's POV~

We always had this thing about us. We were those two friends who obviously had some feelings for each other, but were completely oblivious to the other's feelings. He and I always had our legs on top of each other while on our laptops, or my head on his shoulder while watching movies together, or held hands when we saw movies together. It was nothing out of the ordinary for us.

Then tonight I wanted more.

We had both gone to bed. I couldn't sleep, so I went to
Phan - Can You Hear Me?Title: Phan - Can You Hear Me?
Author: Macy ^-^
Genre: angst what else I can't write anything but angst ok fuck you
rating: PG
Warning: suicidal thoughts... (?)

~Dan's POV~

I had always admired him. His youtube channel was one of the only things that ever gave me any joy nowadays. I seem to have lost the sight of any light recently. I say recently, as if "the good ol' days" were just a few months ago. No, I hadn't been happy, with actual inner joy that lasted, since years ago. It started when I was twelve. How fucked up is that? Twelve years of age, already wishing I could die. Nearly everyday has been a struggle since then; a struggle
Phan - This Thing Hurts Like Hell. - Part 13Title: This Thing Hurts Like Hell - part 13
Author: Macy ^-^
Genre: angst-y (I guess..?)
Rating: PG
Warnings: self harm, speaking of suicide
Author's Note: I don't want any of this to happen to anyone in the .__. it's just based on something I've been going through recently and wanted to get it out.

~Dan's POV~

It's been four years since Phil and I started dating. We are now both twenty years old and are living together in a flat in Manchester. We're both better now. I do still suffer from depression and have my episodes, but I'm on medication and I have Phil to help me through it. Phil and I both haven't self harmed for years. I'd say

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They're These Terrors - Phan

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Title: They're These Terrors - Phan
Author: Macy ^-^
Genre: angst and then fluff idk man
Rating: PG
Warnings: sleep terrors I guess .___.
Author's Note: I don't know what the hell this is

~Phil's POV~

I woke up near 3AM to hear what I heard to be muffled screams and sobs coming from Dan's room.

"Dan?" I said, knocking on his door, then opening it. "Dan, are you alright?"

He looked up at me in utter terror, which then changed to relief. His face was tearstained, and there were dark circles under his eyes. I bounded to his bed to comfort him.

"I can't close my eyes without seeing it, Phil," he stuttered through tears to me. I took him into my arms and hugged him tightly.

"Seeing what?" I whispered into his hair as I rocked him back and forth to calm him down.

"Sometimes it's – it's an awful face, or another time I can just see flames, as if they're right in front of me, or – or sometimes it y – you, but your face is beaten up, and you're h – hurt and crying for help. It's like I'm d – dreaming without really sleeping."

"Ssh, Dan. It's okay. I'm here now. There's nothing to worry about. Nothing's going to harm you, not while I'm around." He cried into my chest for a few minutes, and I kissed his forehead.

"Ph – Phil? Will you stay in here tonight? J – just for tonight. If that's okay…" Dan mumbled.

"Of course I will. Come here, you." I got under his covers and he snuggled into me. I stared up at his ceiling, and heard his breathing slow down. 'Damn,' I thought to myself as I played with his hair. 'This is the closest I'll ever get to Dan. Just a friend… A friend who cuddles… And plays with his friend's hair… And kisses his forehead. Oh god, he probably knows that I like him and he probably thinks I'm a freak.'

He started squirming and his eyes snapped open.

"You alright…?" I concernedly said, squeezing his shoulder.

"Yeah, I just – I just saw it again, ugh, oh god," he said, rubbing his eyes.

"It's alright; don't worry," I said as I stroked his cheek with my thumb. "I'm here." Then I did something that I would only have the courage to do at 3AM. I kissed him. I leaned in, and kissed him. And he kissed back.

"I've waited so long for that," he said whenever we pulled away.

"You and me, both," I said, smiling.
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OH LOOK I DIDN'T WRITE ABOUT SUICIDE HOW DELIGHTFUL
And this is also the first I've written since This Thing Hurts Like Hell. I feel slightly lost: not writing it.

but um, this is kind of based on something that happened to me. And then the song Sleep by My Chemical Romance kind of gave me more ideas about it. and yehh. The title's also from that song.

And QUICK SPOT THE SWEENEY TODD REFERENCE.

hah. But seriously, if you find it, I'll send you infinite metaphorical hugs.

<3
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~Katie-Venerelli Apr 1, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
asdfghjkl; awwh <33
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~mtrianglecy Apr 9, 2013
thank you eeeee
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~Katie-Venerelli Apr 9, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
eeeeeee!! You're welcome! :]
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~maria672 Dec 24, 2012
cute <3
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~mtrianglecy Dec 25, 2012
thank you very much ahh c:
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Mood: Love ~nuttyniamh123 Dec 12, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I KNEW IT! I saw the title and was like, 'BAM! My Chemical Romance, Sleep. Oosh.'

Wow, that got me RILED. In a good way. XD
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~mtrianglecy Dec 12, 2012
ahh thanks, i guess <3
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~TayLlamaLion Nov 8, 2012
That first sentence in the description was the best description ever.

And also an AMAZING FANFIC OMG MOAR
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~mtrianglecy Nov 15, 2012
ahh I'll try to write more soon :3
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~imafanofphan Jun 14, 2012  Student Writer
d'awwh phil loves daaaan sooo much <3 x
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